I’m so sorry you’ve lost your mother.Im 2 years and a month. My mama was 14 months from diagnosis until she left this world. She was the absolute love of my life. I find it hard to breathe anymore. We were disgustingly close. :( as bad and horrid and ugly as this disease is- my mother was bulbar onset- that woman never shed a single tear. She didn’t want her daughter to be upset. She was a queen ?. I’m sure your mother was too. I’m sorry for your pain. I pray for comfort for you! ?